Second night of insomnia. Last night I woke at 12:30am and I have no idea why, but I couldn’t fall asleep. The night before I was woken at about 3:30 am from a nightmare where some blonde teenage boy had me cornered in a kitchen and was torturing me and stabbing me with sharp kitchen knives. I am seriously feeling it right now too. So we found out, the hard way, that my oldest son’s bus pick up time was changed to fifteen minutes earlier. I had some choice words with the bus driver’s supervisor at the bus company. So yea, I had to drive him in to school this morning, which made me late for work and it was the one day since I have been there where the boss beat me to the office. Usually he doesn’t arrive till 930. **SIGH**
Obtained some lovely yarn from a sheep and wool festival this past weekend. My guy was such a good fiance and played the sherpa roll very well wearing a backpack and whenever I bought something he would just turn around and let me load him up. Thats love. I went back the next morning as my kids wanted to go. There was a sale at my favorite yarn place and i got a bunch more for half price. The kids got funnel cake and pizza and were happy for the journey. I had quality time with them sans my fiance (who said he can handle only one day of the festival). I have enough yarn to keep me occupied over the whole winter.
Tonight…I am doing nothing. Maybe play some Warcraft. Embroider. Im mentally kicking myself because I forgot to take something out for dinner. Hell…my pot of coffee in the french press is still sitting there untouched on the counter because I had to run in the house, paint on some make up and run my son to school so he wouldn’t be late. I was making myself a cup of coffee at the Keurig in the office before I had my coat off. **thanks God for the coffee machine at work**
Its suppose to be near 70 today after the last two days of high 40s low 50s. But, like the fall/winter weather of my area…its overcast and dreary. As someone who suffers from Seasonal Affective Disorder, this weather sucks for my emotional state in the cold months. I am a summer girl. Bring on the heat! Especially if there is a pool, ya know? I just turned on the space heater near my desk so as not to annoy the boss with me wanting to turn the heat on and get the dampness out of the air. Also donned the fingerless gloves.
I want to grump about something (I know this shocks you). So a friend was getting handfasted (not quite official marriage, in their eyes). She asked me to make something for the ceremony. She told me when it would happen next Spring. Wanted me to come. I find on facebook this morning (2am), she had the ceremony this past weekend. Never told me. Never said anything about doing the embroidered piece. No invite. Nada. I have to say it angered me some and I felt snubbed and insulted. It also hurt. If I had a chance of falling back to sleep it disappeared after I read that. Im sure there were reasons for it. Im sure it had to do with his illness her spouse has had, but hey..can you pick up a fucking phone and let me know? Common courtesy. I wear my heart on my sleeve as much as I have tried to change that, grow a thicker skin, etc. It gets punched a lot.
Anyway…i need more coffee. 3rd cup this morning. Do you blame me? Wish I could put some Bailey’s in it.